This is the weirdest time of my life and this is the weirdest way to start this blog post. I’m honestly going to be raw so what is the point in making some catchy intro statement. This Sucks. It just does. I never want anyone to have to go through this. It hurts (STILL) but there…
A Message FOR Your Health Care Provider
Please for GOODNESS sake do your research. I’m sure I’m letting this get the better part of me but I’m am so tired of getting uneducated calls from my health care provider trying to enroll me in different programs. After we lost Leslie I got a call from my health care asking to enroll me…
A pregnancy
Well, a lot has changed since the last time I wrote. We got pregnant! Hooray! Right before Mothers Day we found out. Precious Baby Sigman. Then a lose. Incredible heart aching lose. Life stood completely still for three weeks. An answer and then a question. Honestly in those three weeks I cried everyday. Mostly several…
Infertility gets…easier?
This June marks five whole years. Three confusing years, one extremely painful year and one year filled entirely with hope. I don’t want to say it gets easier, easier isn’t the right word. Maybe I have gotten better at enduring the wait. I am at the best place I have been in the last five…
Infertility Pasture
Have you ever been so exhausted that you could crawl into bed crying? Not from anger or sadness but from just plain exhaustion. The type of cry where you just can’t be more excited to rest? I’m there folks. Last weekend I spent an amazing weekend in NYC with just a backpack. Man was it…
0 to 100 Real Quick
I went from the using my floaties to a an Olympic diver, real quick. I had my appointment with my OBGYN to do an SIS (saline-infusion sonogram). Basically in short terms, it’s a flush, ya know, down there. They use a sonogram to watch the saline move through your tubes to make sure everything is…
Not So Well At Waiting
Not at waiter – Actually called a “Go Getter” more often than not. If I have a plan, I move. I started a group with the my church for Moms In Waiting. Along with it, is a reading plan for a book called Wait and See. I was – was – excited to read it…
F is for Facebook
Okay – I feel so many ways about Facebook. Some great, some horrible. I’ve been working on my office all day (remodeling). Mike laughed incredibly loud from the living room. I honestly thought he had heard Dwight’s joke on Jim from my tv but what he had was more insane. Mike walked in and said…..
Gods Plan by Drake
One of the most difficult parts of infertility is going at it alone. In the beginning it’s super alone. My husband is super supportive which made him the ideal “everything is fine” man. So when I struggled in the beginning it was very alone. These days are different. Honestly, some days I want to shout…
The Beginning of the End
Three years – three whole years plus other random months throw in. Three years we have been trying to conceive. Nothing. I’m not sure yet if this is going to be a whiny post or an inspirational post. Honestly. I’m not exactly writing this for anyone in particular. Or maybe I am – myself. Idk….
thereisbeautyinlife 